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Small Packet for me? | Jumper Movie (2008)

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Today is such a not bad day after all. Monday is the so call busy day and it’s safe to say that, it’s so~ restless day on my weekly timetable. So nothing much should I say about the day, except, I receive my Music dan Pegerakan (Music and Movement?) Polo Shirt. Well I use to be in that Music and Pegerakan Course, but now, I’m doing and replaced it with Pelajaran Jasmani Course (Fitness Studies). So yeah I was actually glad to be having it, as a collection and a memoir in the coming time ahead. But unfortunately, when I arrived home and tested the Shirt. It didn’t fit. Weird, I use to have the same size, but it still fit. But never mind. I guess I need to loose some centimeter to get it nice and fit on my body =). No complain and harm done.

Beside that, when I arrived at home, someone (my mum or my dad), placed two things on my bed, which is the Postal Collection card and Bath Spa University Undergraduate Prospectus. Lets first talk about The Postal Collection card. I have no idea, who have send a small packet to me. And weird among all is that, it stated “Zenith Empire” before my full name and my postal address. Kinda shock, seriously, most of the time, I’m very predictable, or known awareness what I’ll be receiving when the card arrived. But this time, I have no Idea! I’m a bit paranoid, but its ok, its normal, it happens to all of us. Whats been bugging on my mind is, what will I be receiving? I pray and hope when I get it tomorrow, I hope it will be something legal and not the vice versa. Maybe A friend of mine is trying to surprise me? or maybe I just won something? Well I hope that two possibilities is the one. So yeah pray for my safety tomorrow. Thank you.

The second thing is, I finally get a hand on Bath Spa University Undergraduate Prospectus. As I have mention on my previous post ago, how I wish or it’s more like my big dream to pursue my studies to a degree level qualification. And Bath Spa University is one of three university that I wish to enroll. Well it’s just a dream. And I did flip few some pages on the prospectus for, BA Primary Education (Int) and the tuition fee per annum is about £9,000.00. Well the total for the course for three years and with some approximate living expenses can be as minimum cost of £101, 160.00, which is approximately equivalent to $279, 870.00 Brunei Dollars. So yeah, its a very huge figure for a single dream. And as I have to believe and be realistic, chasing that dream can be logically expensive and it’s not wrong to say unreachable. sigh. So the question is, where can I get that sum of money? Rob from a Bank? Charity? Well you may want to point out scholarship. But there’s actually no scholarship which is applicable for me; technically they are still a lot of others who actually deserve (more then me) to be given that scholarship rewards, just like some of my friends, whose currently studying in UK =). So I hope you lots don’t take it for granted, as many like me that you all know too, wanted to be on your guys shoes right now.

I know, you know, how sad it is to type those words just now, but hell yes, we need to accept the fact here and there, from time to time. Although as I have felt it too, life can be as unfair as it seems and be felt, but still and yet we don’t really know how better life will be coming on your way in the future. I know I’m piratically pity and wishing with non-stop prays to wish what I (really) want in my life too, but sometime in the end, all I can say is that “Allah (God; for you who is with other religion’s; and I respect it =) ) have better plans for me“, and every time I say that, I felt tears wanted to shed. NOT! I’m Just trying to write a story here LOL.

Oyeah, Just after Magrib, I decided to watch JUMPER (2008), a second movie seeing Hayden Christensen act. With this movie I also witness how attractive Nicole Bilson. Hm.. I don’t knoe about you people out there, seeing the electric bolts is much more enthusiastic then the jump. What I’m trying to say is that, at the end of the movie, I felt grateful the movie had finished. HAHA I don’t know whats that suppose to mean but, Oh well, the movie is kinda so so~ Which I think Awake is much more meaningful. Oh men what am I trying to say here? :S, so I personally rank this Movie 7/10.

Hayden Christensen and Hotty Nicole Bilson!

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I watch Awake (2007) for Jessica Alba and Raise Your Voice (2004) for Hiliary duff and I just love Amanda Bynes and Nicole Kidman| American Idol 2008

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So today I was theoretically bored during my late afternoon. So I decided to watch a film. Thinking to watch Just like heaven again, but naah, I’ll watch it another time, for the 12 times it would be LOL. So there’s a lot of movies that I have downloaded. So kinda hard for me to choose. But I still need to decide which one to watch. Since I love seeing Jessica Alba for being sexy and beautiful on my gifted eyes, so why not~ lets watch hows she does in this/that movie. (I also watch her on the The Ten Movie, she’s so sexy and hot :p). Don’t worry, I won.t spoil too much about the movie, but I’ll just say few things about it, what I think personally. Here goes AWAKE!

I love the beginning of the movie, it begins with a friend confession, and I really love when it comes on any movie, the so called story telling/confessions on the beginning. Makes it feel interesting and mystery on the set of the movie. Well it also started with a raunchy action by both of the main character ( Hayden Christiansen and JA); damn seeing Jessica Alba doing that just make me feel so envious and “something”. HAHA

Overall, its a really sad movie. Honestly I nearly cry, but I didn’t. Sigh. My tears dry out I guess? LOL. I was alone watching it in my bedroom. Really wanted to cry, as in to just release these sad emotion coming from my body, but it didn’t. So sacrificing,lies is in the movies. You should watch it, if your not so thrill about seeing human organ and blood. Below is the quote, from the movie by Terrence Howard (who plays Dr. Jack Harper).

“Despite all the secret, lies, and a terrible lost, only one thing really matters now, He is awake”

So I give it rate of 8.5/10, for sad and good movie. Oyeah, you know what, I see Hayden looks more younger then Jessica Alba. Yeah He makes her look old :( LOL. Below are the goofs from the movie, as in pratically error and ‘impossible?’ in real life.

  • Factual errors: Multiple breaches in sterile procedure, including at the end when the doctors “clean up” over Hayden’s surgical area.
  • Factual errors: The endotracheal tube (breathing tube) was not secured to the patient. It is standard practice to secure this tube to the patient in order to keep it in place.
  • Factual errors: SPOILER: Lilith’s heart would not be available for transplant in the scenario as it is shown. In real life, she would have been intubated and had multiple IV access and monitoring sites, and the hospital would have had to go through the process of having her declared brain dead before her organs could be removed. Also, her heart would have had to be functioning properly at the time of removal, and as shown it probably would have been useless as several minutes had passed without oxygen.

  • Factual errors: SPOILER: By overdosing on isosorbide or any other of her son’s medications, Lillith would have caused her own blood pressure to drop, therefore jeopardizing the health of her heart. It’s likely that she would have known the effects of the medication, and not chosen to use them for an overdose.

  • Revealing mistakes: SPOILER: In the operating room, the visible vein on Lillith’s forehead indicates that blood is still flowing through it, even though she is supposed to be dead (resource from IMDB)

I just watch this movie on Star Movie, Raise Your Voice. Yeah I know, most of my friends don’t like Hiliary duff and I respect them. But despite all of that, bad comment and everything, I still love her. I repeat I still like her. For me she’s somewhere still in a good and appropriate person. But I have to make statement. Amanda Bynes really kick me at best! This movie, I have to say Hiliary duff love to cry. haha make it as a percentage, it would be 35% in the movie she is crying. Amazingly, there’s a lot of kisses too on the movie. the story was so so, I love the violin, by Dana Devise (as Denise Gilmore). I always wanted to play any sort of strings music instrument, particularly on Guitar ans Violins :).

So overall, I give the movie 6.5/10 for the great music (particularly the violins) and the good singing voice practice by characters.

Oh I just want to fill this post I LOVE Nicole Kidman. I never did mention it to my blog. I just love her, shes hot and pretty. Weird how I have and uncountable favorite actress on Hollywood screen. And how natural for me to hardly get an list of my favorite actor. For instance, some of my favorite actress is, Jessica Alba, Nicole Kidman, Hiliary Duff, Amanda Byes, Sandra Bullock and many more. On the other side, for the actor, gosh, should I choose Brad Pitt haha, naah his not one of them sorry. Wait wait, I do have one, Scott Mechlowicz, from PEACEFUL WARRIOR Movie!!!, I fall in love with that philosophical movie =) I try to buy the original movie poster for my bedroom, someday. Hmm who else?huh? tom cruise? naah~ oyeah the errr flame Boy, Chris Evans. His good too. Men I barely can’t list my favorite actors :S so until then, let just be Scott Mechlowicz and Chris Evans to be my fav. actor. At least I have one lol. Hayden Christensen? yeah I guess he can be in the list too.

American Idol are back for 2008. I love these four people above, on the picture. Paula Abdul, Simon Cowell, Randy Jackson, and Ryan Seacrest, for season 7. I got a chance to witness Paula Abdul new refreshing video clip of Dance Like There’s No tomorrow. The three dudes, is also present on the Vid, as Simon Cowell is the one playing the drums while Randy Jackson and Ryan Seacrest were doing their guitar thingi. Not bad actually. Paula Abdul still looks good. I also watch the old vid from Paula Abdul music, and both was great for each time era.

Ok that’s about it, until then. Bye Bye.

I can’t do my work, mood swing attack.. It would be a better place if your were here.

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The Girl, Baiduri Bank, BIBD, HSBC Bank (Brunei), The Books

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THE GIRL

Me: “This is my friend. She is with her friends. I call her ‘Af’ with ‘Ta’ in the end. Now let us say it together; Afta~”
You all say: “Afta~”

You must be wondering why on Internet I would post her picture here. It would also be a personal surprise to her too, for seeing her own picture on my page. So in other word I don’t have technical permission or any license to put it here actually. But no worries, her place is somewhere far from I, which she like to call it ‘The AftaLand’; cute but indiscoverable by many people. Having said that because, its so far far where she can’t even reach me to even kick my ‘S‘ after this :). Although she knows where my place is (somewhere in the ZenithLand (classically known as Kg. Subok.)).

OK OK sorry to be lame here, among all girls I have encounters, Afta is one of them which is unique, which I appreciate thus touch my soul (Btw afta, don’t get so kambang, I’m just having a good mood today =) ). No No, don’t go there, not that, it’s her life I’m talking about. She’s just emm oyeah just like the classic song ‘Super Women‘ by Karen White. Well I’m posting her picture must have a reason, but the reason is not because of her life that I wish to share, no no, its about the 1st time I see her in real life. hmm Well she found me :S. So here’s the story:

Last fifth Febuary, I went to Empire Hotel, to visit the Study in UK exhibition. A friend of mine, Hafiz, would like me to accompany him on his Uni’s inquire. So yeah, I was early, along the time waiting for Hafiz and his Girlfriend to arrived, I met a lot of people. Even met my ex-spanish classmate, Bob. Who is now a lecturer in UBD. He just graduated last year, and now seeking to take master in UK. Isn.t that fantastico! so fast who just graduated from degree and now to become a lecturer; what a luck!. How I wish I could become a lecturer too. :)

Back to the story, so a moment of surprise? A cute girl just just pop out from no where in front of my face, shouting or saying my name, can’t really remember hows her tone were, but I bet its a low shout I guess haha. So after she said my name, at that time my mind was talking to myself for a few seconds:
“Oh my, who is this girl? My old ex-classmate?”
“Oh God (Allah), She’s smiling, I hope she’s not wrong.”
“Stupid, how can she be wrong, she just mention your name, you idiot.”
“Oyeah, your right, she knows my name.”
“Maybe, She’s a Zenith Empire Fan?”
“ha-ha-ha yeah right~*sarcastic tone*, like hell people would remember you , as people even hardly read your blog.”
“Your right again, but then who is this girl?”
“AFTA! *alert tone.”

So I guess she did realize how slow I was to know her. As I mention just now, this is actually the 1st time we ever met in real life. How on earth she had noticed me. Its really an appreciation. Talk about grateful, this is one of them. So many things I discover about her. Its true, after you met someone face to face, you actually learn more about the person. Early, or in the beginning history time, I met her through her friendster, with her unique and beauty picture. Then unplanned I read her blog, and becomes her blogrolls. Time goes by, I ask for her email, *shut up, I’m just being human*. So she did gave it to me, and I add it. Yes we hardly chat what so ever. But we do get in touch when it is appropriate. as long as she don’t call me ambung again, it would be wonderful LOL. So yeah, it was a moment of surprising. She’s not fat, as she likes to say it. She’s not ugly, as she like to reflect herself. And lastly, she is so nice and friendly. I’m always here when you need me girl. But last night, ia kacau aku liat American idol, time all women contestant lagi tu. haha.

Trivia:
Afta, I have a good link with her cousins (friends of mine Azam, Azka and Syukrina of Uncle Roselan; grateful too that their parents know me as well. Small world?), who live in Belimbing, which is a neighbor village of Kg. Subok.

THE BANKS

Hmm.. it strikes me again. I have not yet set my primary bank in the future. Would it be, Baiduri Bank? Bank Islam Brunei Darussalam? or HSBC Bank (Brunei)? Seriously, which bank should I use? Currently I’m actively having Baiduri Bank and HSBC Bank acount. For BIBD, I close it 4 years ago, due to inactive and lack of interest owning it. Each banks have their uniqueness, that I wish to be part of. So I may end up as Baiduri Bank to be my monthly salary receiver, while HSBC, as my personal Credit cards provider. Is this the solution? Family Bank background: My dad is using BIBD (known to be as IBB), Mums using HSBC, eldest sister define using HSBC for her salary in the future, while my brother and 2nd sister is still unknown. Wah.. I only have about 1 more year plus to set this on my mind. This small matters can create a huge headache. I guess I may need to carry out a sort of polls with my visitors and friends I guess =)

The Books

I went to get these books last Wednesday after my PJ lesson. Technically the package was missent to Singapore, thats the reason why its delayed.


Ok that’s all for today~

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Finally it has arrived!

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Oh my, My brother send a package off on 18.1.07 (From Newcastle, Uk), which is four days after a friend of mine from Manchester also patch me some package. I received my collection card for my friend’s package on the 28 January, which is about 1 week plus for it to arrived. So I was expecting the same thing goes to the package that my brother is sending me. After being patience, waiting it to arrive in two weeks; unfortunately I still haven’t receive the collection card =(. Technically I’m still worried. Because I really indeed need the books (Spanish dictionary, etc) really bad for this semester. Alhamdulilah, when I got back from Uni, just now, I spot the Postal Service Card on top of the Coca Cola Radio. I felt so relief by it and beside that, I also received my eSpeed Bills, and my sister RIPAS attachment letter from RIPAS. I’ll be collecting my goodies tomorrow after my Pelajaran Jasmani class. And I’m happy for their arrival :P


This is the collection card for my friends package, I also did get a grab a picture of The Old Airport Postoffice.

This is called UBD Online Registration slip. =)

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No, your wrong, I did greet you =)

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No, I did wish you, not verbally, not written too. Its just here, inside my chest, inside my corazón. Whats stop me to say it out loud? I don’t know.. My mind is corrupted, I don’t even know what to do unless you’re referring to my assignments, that! I still have to do. To be a stranger or to be maniac? I saw you, you saw me. Damn my heart was on a cardiac. Amazingly, I saw your white macbook 1st, before you :S so yeah, my mind wanted to greet, but the body keeps moving forward. Damn this is so just like in the movie. Seriously it’s kinda cool your mind was thinking of something else, but yet your body was going-moving somewhere else.. Then I met a friend, that time is when I woke up.

Ok, I lied a bit, I did write on my PM. You just can’t see it. Coz you delete and block me right?

I did greet you, you just can’t hear and see it. And I’m really sorry for that.

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Today is your day | Lyric: Sin Miedo A Nada - Alex Ubago (With English Translation)

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Today is your day.. Yes today is your day.. I did ever dream what today will be like in the past. I also thought about it and sense it will be just like the 5th Avenue fantasy. The 5th Avenue is not just a street in Manhattan (New York); to me its the perfect honeymoon dream ever. It’s the place where I see us running wildly on that busy street. Running being so free and alive where no one actually know us; as if we both were the only people on this planet. But again, that dream is just like today dreams. It weren’t meant to happen. I failed.

If you remember, I did beg you not to runaway from me. But now, its even more worst than running away. You ask me to be a stranger. Pretending to be a stranger is easy. Accepting you making me as a stranger is a funeral.

I blame myself for everything. During my silent, I took longer time, to think back, to plan things how to make it work. But you left me so soon, while I was still taking a deep breath from sleep.

Today is your day.. And I still can’t believe why am I still here. Every sad songs helps me to think that I’m not alone in this situation. In the same time, every sad songs also help me to be regretful.

Being with you was the most happiest moment ever. You make me wait, You shine my every dawn. We are different in many things, but you win my heart against all odd.

“me & you, running on 5th avenue “crazily”, and yes without your Apple.. :p” -Alid

I’ll always remember that.. Today is your day.

 

- : so lid berapa litre tah ko menangis?
me: Shut up.Fuck you.

but I giggle, just to make me happy for a while. Life is empty now, but I still need to live.

“When every philosophy and wisdom can’t even help” - Alid

I miss you and it’s ok, because I know you know it too.

PS: I’ll inform you when the newly pages is ready and updated for reading ( My Wishlist, Real Chef, Real Receipes, E-shop and (5th Avenue)* ). Thank You
*(5th Avenue) is a Gallery Page.

Lyric: Alex Ubago - Sin Miedo A Nada (Without Fear Of Anything ) With Translation.

Me muero por suplicarte que no te vayas, mi vida,
me muero por escucharte decir las cosas que nunca diras,
más me callo y te marchas,
mantego la esperanza de ser capaz algún día
de no esconder las heridas que me duelen al pensar
que te voy queriendo cada día un poco más.
¿cuanto tiempo vamos a esperar?

I die to beg you that you do not go away, my life,
I die to listen to you to say the things that you will never say,
more I keep silent about myself and you leave,
mantego the hope of capable being some day
of not hiding the wounds that hurt me on having thought
that I you go queriendo every day a little more.
for how much time are we going to wait?

Me muero por abrazarte y que me abraces tan fuerte,
me muero por divertirte
y que me beses cuando despierte acomodado en tu pecho,
hasta que el sol aparezca.
Me voy perdiendo en tu aroma,
me voy perdiendo en tus labios
que se acercan susurrando palabras
que llegan a este pobre corazón,
voy sintiendo el fuego en mi interior.

I die to embrace you and that you embrace me so loudly,
I die to entertain you
and that you kiss me when it wakes up accommodated in your breast,
until the sun appears.
I am getting lost in your aroma,
I am getting lost in your lips
that approach whispering words
that come to this poor heart,
I am feeling the fire in my interior.

Me muero por conocerte, saber qué es lo que piensas,
abrir todas tus puertas
y vencer esas tormentas que nos quieran abatir,
centrar en tus ojos mi mirada,
cantar contigo al alba,
besarnos hasta desgastarnos nuestros labios
y ver en tu rostro cada día crecer esa semilla,
crear, soñar, dejar todo surgir,
aparcando el miedo a sufrir

I die to know you, know what is what you think,
to open all your doors
and to conquer these thunderstorms that want to knock down us,
to centre on your eyes my look,
to sing with you at the dawn,
to kiss until our lips to get worn
and to see in your face every day growing this seed,
to create, to dream, to allow everything to arise,
parking the fear of suffering

Me muero por explicarte lo que pasa por mi mente,
me muero por intrigarte y seguir siendo capaz de sorprenderte,
sentir cada día ese flechazo al verte,
¿qué más dará lo que digan? ¿ qué más dará lo que piensen?
Si estoy loco es cosa mía
y ahora vuelvo a mirar el mundo a mi favor,
vuelvo a ver brillar la luz del sol.

I die to explain to you what it spends for my mind,
I die to intrigue you and keep on being capable of being surprised,
to feel every day this bowshot on having met,
what more will give what they say? what more will give what they think?
If I am crazy it is my thing
and now I look at the world again in my favor,
I see shining again the light of the sun.

Me muero por conocerte, saber qué es lo que piensas,
abrir todas tus puertas
y vencer esas tormentas que nos quieran abatir,
centrar en tus ojos mi mirada,
cantar contigo al alba,
besarnos hasta desgastarnos nuestros labios
y ver en tu rostro cada día crecer esa semilla,
crear, soñar, dejar todo surgir,
aparcando el miedo a sufri

I die to know you, know what is what you think,
to open all your doors
and to conquer these thunderstorms that want to knock down us,
to centre on your eyes my look,
to sing with you at the dawn,
to kiss until our lips to get worn
and to see in your face every day growing this seed,
to create, to dream, to allow everything to arise,
parking the fear of suffering

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