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2008 officially a sad, challenging life.

Posted on June 10, 2008 at 1:48 am by Alid

2008 officially a life challenging ever.. I’m not raising old issue nor complaining here, its just a fact of life.

0. Loosing Her [February]
1. Loosing Usher (AUN). [May]
2. Police Statement during exam week. [May]
3. Unsuccessful Scholarship to Germany (from Uni) to attend GriStuf. [May]
4. Enrolled to Spanish Suplimentary Exam, my 1st ever suplimentary exam. [June]
5. Being Part of the Pink Ribbon (Breast Cancer Care), yeah feeling it, now actually standing with the Pink Ribbon organization. Let fight together. [June]
6. 18th June Mum’s Surgery Day. [June]
7. Trying to fetch up with my first travel to Labuan ever. Cancelled my comitment with BOJ to Labuan as Home need me more than having the adventure. [June]

I just want my mum to heal. This hurts..

Anything, I’ll do anything
Please make me whole again
You’re the reason why I sing
Anything, I’ll do anything
Please make me whole again
You’re the reason why I sing

With you it all fades away,
There’s no more words to say
No more you and me,
Cause the music left with you
And now I’m alone on the balcony
With no more songs to sing,
Only this last serenade
And you know I sing it for you
(Come home, Come home)

- Part of Joey Moe lyric from My last Serenade (From Nexus Music).

I need a hug I need someone shoulder to lean on someone to pampered me to sleep. I beg not to fill me with another hardship, I’ve been through a lot and i know there’s lot of people out there too, even suffer more than me and I know I’m not the only one with such fate. I have lots in mind right now, please don’t add more. I’m sure my absent to you guys function won’t be notice.

I don’t know what to think anymore, Insyaallah my brother is finally coming home this July after his graduation and receiving this news should be an authentic shocker and a sad finale graduation to him. My eldest sister is leaving to Brisbane back early this July. My two youngest sibling won’t understand the current issue right now.

Filled with a lot of daily chores now and then. Continuously cried alone. Amazingly even my hyper loud comedian family turn to silent today. Its just not us. Clean the dirty dishes, filled the empty drinking bottles with water.

This is my experience.

Its true: “Life Is Not A Private Affair’ from peaceful warrior writer Dan Millman.

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2 Responses to “2008 officially a sad, challenging life.”

  1. kayz on June 10th, 2008 2:58 pm

    salam lid~

    hey~~ be strong oke~? remember this Allah akan selalu di samping ketani walau apa pun keadaan ketani macamanapun~

    Insya Allah~ di sebalik semua ani, ada hikmahnya.

    Be strong oke~?=)

  2. filzah on June 10th, 2008 7:44 pm

    walid,
    i hope you’ll be strong.
    it is a fact of life.
    sabar and be strong aa…

    and yeah, ingat Allah..

    with love,
    filzah

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